Down the rabbit hole

At a loss of words today… Lower inspiration, lower vibration, lower energy, despite the efforts to boost my mood and sparkle a bit of magic around…

Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts… Ifs, buts and rumination of the past. Work. People. Needs. Requests. Pressure. And then… whoa. Escape. Pause and escape.

Took my backpack and laptop and went out for a walk and to work remotely.

Escape is inherent part of our existence. Without escape it would seem that we are trapped in a “reality” that is always predictable, boring, maybe burdensome and flat.

You have to escape places, people, habits, yourself. It’s like being an actor in a movie and you select the background, the scenery, the surroundings, the music, the lights, other actors, etc. You play in a story and then in another story and then in another one and this goes on relentlessly.

But, is it a loop, or rather a spiral? Are we repeating the same all over again, but in different stories? Sometimes it feels like a loop, but in essence, it’s a spiral. You play and replay stories and scenarios only to find out that at some point you become better. You learn, you grow, you evolve.

Maybe you have to play the same role again and again in order to let it teach you something. But you HAVE to escape. You have to change, at least, the angle, not to mention the scenery, as said earlier.

You HAVE to follow the unknown, you have to dive deep down into the rabbit hole, you have to follow the white rabbit, and play your role. like in a parallel universe. No rules, no norms, no constraints. Be yourself, whatever self that is. One way or another, it will lead you to your true self. And that’s precious.

Personally, I think that the norm should be to have no norm. The norm should be to always escape. To live life like a movie. To portray and visualize it and then, actually live it.

Besides, “we are all mad here”. So, let’s drink to that by enjoying, what else? A cup of hot tea like proper guests at Mad Hatter’s tea party in Wonderland.

And puff… Magic is back again 🙂 ❤